Wait!? Me and Mary-Louise Parker in a room together?


I'll take it!!!!!! Hedda Gabler this Friday!? Better hope so ho!

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Current Location: US, Connecticut, Fairfield, Sherwood Rd, 63

so, you know when you go home and how you feel like you should let evrythin go?
well id id i told my mom about evrything my sister how dissappointed i am in her and i cant believ her right now.
i told her sexuality, i told her i kissed. f.r and he was my first boy and i told her about some things that went on with people, we tlaked about liking girls asnd how i feel with a guy and how i feel with a girl, she thinks id rather grow up and have a family and that im just more into being with a girl but i want a guy too... idk what i want idk much anymore i want a girl to hold and hug and kiss, but i want a boy to hold me and hug me and kiss me. my mom said i could have both of that with a girl and a guy and its just who i love, and either way she'd accept it. one thing i know is grandchildren are needed by my mom. its one thing she expressed is the grandchildren, not that i dont want kids its that i want to make sure i have kids for her, but its who i edn up with... idk right now im going for a boy who can alternate with feelings but express himself right now and we even tlaked aboput that. we tlaked about my relationship with my father and how he doesnt get me, how he thinks im fucking erin and how he just doesnt see me for me. i told my mom about jeana and erin, julia and all my other gay firends she didnt know about, thats basically it. 
it was a good conversation... a good after conversation to have after that fight.... im amazed by what happend but so thankful for it too, lets just says GSA we goota talk, casue i gotta figure myself out. 








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so my sister as you read before got a ticket yaddayadda and she basically now wants to stay in hamden, not have a car and quit school. i dont know who she thinks she's relying on but when we grwo up it isnt me. i know i"ll be successful i know what i wanna do but idk about her, and im scared for her but its a stupid decision but if she wants to make it what can i do?





have you ever felt like someone is throwing there life away right in front of you, but you cant stop it?

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